“Dear Friend, Former Crush (mutual) Damn, I wish I had just remained a mystery to you and …”

Dear Friend, Former Crush (mutual) Damn, I wish I had just remained a mystery to you and I'm sure you feel the same. I wish I hadn't been so eager to talk to you that day I hadn't seen you in almost 2 years. Wish we had not exchanged phone numbers or that I texted you a month later. All I said was good morning. I suppose you thought about me after I left the workplace. I know I thought about you all the damn time. Sorry my flirting got out of control and we both got carried away. Neither one of us should have had crushes on the other but the crushes were sexual, especially for you. Didn't help when you sent me an unsolicited D pic. Damn it is a beautiful one too but I did not need to send parts of me to you. We got caught up but I always said I would like to sleep with you but I am NOT going to. Both of us have too much to lose. What do I look like seeing you on the low and I'm old enough to be your mom? I'm scared to talk but I have to try.